Assalamualaikum. You know when there's hard times comes, you always complaining of why you never be same like others. You asked your parents, "Mom, why am I not rich? Why can't I have pocket money like my friends do?" "Mom, why I'm different?" At that time, your mom just sit there silently. They know the answers but they want us to seek them ourselves. To learn. Life is always about learning. I have a confession to make. I've been there. I've been there when I questioned almost everything in my life. Why am I fat. Why am I this, that. Shame on me. Shame on me. That was few years ago when I'm being ungrateful, but as I'm growing older, I learned many things and Alhamdulillah (not to riak but) now I can see things clearly and know why Allah made us different. As the quote says,"You think you're different. You are. But why you want to be like others?" It changed me. I really ashamed to who I really was back then.
I ask for love.. And God gave me troubled people to help. I ask for wisdom.. And God gave me problems to solve. I ask for favours and God gave me opportunities. I ask for prosperity.. And God gave me a brain and brawn to work. I ask for courage.. And God gave me danger to overcome. I received nothing I wanted. But I received everything I needed. My prayer has been answered.
I'm happy for what I am now. I'm glad to be different. Thanks Allah for not letting me walk the wrong way. Even I can't buy things I really want, I'm happy I used the money for someone I loved. Even I don't get the person I've ever dreamed of, I'm happy You gave me complete father and mother to always love me.
Allah, I will never question You again. Never.
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