Saturday, September 10, 2011

Rabak.

I don't know what is happening to me lately.
Seems like I don't have the appetite to eat, less like always, I only ate once per day, 
or worst, I didn't eat at all.
Not just me, both my dad and mum also noticed to my changes.

Less talk, less eat, less sleep.

If only you guys could see me now,
I am more to a zombie rather than a cute human being like I'm supposed to look.
Ohmy, work is about to start in just few days,
And I have new wrinkles.
Eyebags. Hell, I hate it. It annoys me when everytime I saw my face reflected to the mirror and I was like,
"You got to be kidding me. Who are you? Where's me?!"
Cronic.
And even worst, I got more sarcastic day by day.
People started to hate me as I'm too lazy to reply them nicely.
If something affects a person or thing, 
it influences them or causes them to change in some way. 
I swear, this is so true.
Its like, instead of nicotine adversely affects the functioning of the heart and arteries, it turns out like this to me "appetite loss, lack of sleep, physical changes, adversely and fucking affects the funtioning of my heart and arteries and because of that, I look more to a vampire right now."
Please kill me.
Its been awhile since I had my last insomnia.
And now I'm suffering from that, again.
As for now, I haven't sleep for three days 
(which is okay for me coz I've been there where I can't sleep for a week straight).
Its pretty irony.
We fall asleep easily at work, and awake for the whole night.
RABAK. This suits me well.
Today, I felt very dizzy and nearly to collapse, twice.
Dad bought me this and that, but still, I can't eat anything.
Or when I ate something, I threw up.

P is for Puke, P is for Period, P is for Pak You.

I feel very sick.
Pak you slow internet,
Pak those who hates me.
HAHAHAHA PAK PAK PAK!



Okay, I'm done.

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