Mr Neckless



A necklace , my Mr Necklace .

You were a gift but I lost you in no minute .

I’m sorry my hunny , I was such a clumsy .

You gave your heart , but I made you hard .

The necklace above was given by him . it was a very first I got an expensive and romantic present from someone special – Fahmie .

It’s a heart-shaped locket with tinny silver line . nope , it’s a white gold instead . the moment he’s giving me my Mr Necklace , I was shocked and surprised .

“Was it for me ?”

“Are you kidding me ?”

“oh no you gotta be true .”

Yes it is for me . Oh I loveee you my darlin’ ! you’re such a lovely... I am no a feminine . I am no a masquerade . but you still gave me this .

I’m a boyish . don’t know how to dress well . don’t know how to put on make-up . and now I even don’t know how to treat you well . I lost your gift ! how is that supposed to happen ? I couldn’t believe this.. I know I broke your heart , and for sure , It broke mine too .

Was I’m supposed to have your forgiveness ? God , will I ? Fahmie , will I ? – I don’t know .

Bebe , if you’re reading this , I just want to say , that I’m very sorry – for losing your gift . your precious gift . since it’s a heart-shaped locket , I assumed that you’re giving me your heart too . only then , I was so depressed and regretting my mistake .

Few hours after the lost , I told you about it . you’re supposed to get mad , yell , and scold me . but you didn’t . that makes me more guilty . guilty guilty very guilty . instead , you want to replace it with another one – even similar . DON’T !! I don’t want . I’m afraid I will lose it again . if it’s so , what should I do then ? seek for your forgiveness AGAIN ? hell no... hell no...

So for now , all I ever wanted was – you .

Sorry for all the burden I made ,

thanks for those smiles you gave ,

your sayang..sofea .